you gave us up last time

October 17, 2009

at the moment I don’t want to talk. I feel like you played me.

and I  believed everything you said.

I’m the only regret you have.

the one you have always loved.

I actually thought it meant something. But it was just an amble through your dissatisfaction with life.

Is the something that’s missing me? Did you work out the answer?

In the mean time I feel like a fool.

October 17, 2009

it’s ok. I understand. you just wanted to know if you had the same feelings after all these years, and to see if letting me go was a valid regret. Well I guess the feelings are still there and therefore yes it’s a valid regret. If you feel like your life is missing something, bingo, you worked it out.

space

October 17, 2009

I just need somewhere to think.